PANDANG SISI

FAJR JOURNEY …

As usual, it is Monday morning. Alhamdulillah, I am still blessed with a breath of a new dawn, a new day. It has always been my routine, on Monday morning to have a ‘fajr journey’, not a long distance at all. A ‘monkey’s – leap’ journey. From humble home to UTM, Skudai. Well, this is the day again.

ENJOY it!

But for me, every ‘fajr journey’ has its own memorable experience. I enjoy every single minute of the journey. I enjoy it because it is the time for me to have a self – contemplation; thinking what am I going to do for today or just continuing my sleep (hahaha…). Once, I also experienced sleeping, a few seconds of ‘nap’ while dad was ‘racing’ his motorcycle to a high speed. Thankfully, no tragedy!

This morning I manage to be awake all along the way to see a cat that was almost got hit by dad and a snake crossing the road. Small snake lor, not the ‘batik snake’. The tit bits of ‘fajr journey’. Alhamdulillah, managed to reach UTM, to have fajr prayer. Congregating.

This morning also, I have a lot of things whirlpool in my mind. From LIFE, to why did not I went to my cousin’s wedding yesterday, and to the simplest thought of what to have for breakfast. Well, I am still thinking about when to start my master study. Should it be here or some where else on this earth. And I have never surrendered to pray and hope that ALLAH shall ‘open’ the path for me in this life. There are so many things need GUIDANCE FROM HIM… Desperate one also.

So, this morning… Again, I should be sunken with a lot of desk jobs to be done and do a lot of ~RETROSPECTs~

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